It's been one of those weeks. Frustration abounds. Sadness fills my soul. We noticed this week that Cameron is having a lot of trouble seeing. The world, as he knows it, has suddenly become blurry. I'm so sad. When he lost his hair...it was hard. When he no longer could walk...it was hard. But this, well it is like a sucker punch and has truly knocked the breath out of me. He's been pretty quiet this week which has made EJ and I even sadder. I can't imagine what he must be thinking or feeling. Although he still manages to give me a smile...oh that precious smile that brings joy to my soul and breaks my heart at the same time. Why the suffering Lord...Why? But on a brighter note, his pain has been almost non-existant this week. He had some nausea and headaches on Wednesday but other than that, he hasn't complained much.
Yesterday was precious. Since Cameron was baptized, he has always looked forward to communion Sundays. And since he was unable to make service last Sunday, our sweet pastors made a house call...all three of them. So sitting in our living room, we shared communion. It was sweet, wonderful, refreshing, and a reminder that on the other side of this suffering, we have something unimaginable.
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